Books & Journals
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Signed Memoir: With Love, Nicole
With Love, Nicole is a heartfelt memoir about love, loss, and learning how to live after an impossible goodbye.
The story unfolds through a blend of personal reflection and narrative storytelling, shaped by letters Nicole wrote to her husband during his stage IV stomach cancer journey and in the years following his death. These letters appear throughout the book, offering moments of intimacy and emotional truth as the larger story moves through caregiving, grief, and the reshaping of life after loss.
With honesty and vulnerability, Nicole invites readers into hospital rooms, ordinary days altered by illness, and the quiet moments where grief and love coexist. The memoir explores anticipatory grief, devastating loss, identity, resilience, and the slow, uneven process of finding light again.
This is not a book about “moving on.”It is about carrying love forward — and learning how to live while holding grief close.
Written with warmth and compassion, With Love, Nicole speaks to anyone who has loved deeply, lost profoundly, or is searching for language for their own grief.
Signed copies are personally autographed by the author.
Product Details:
- Paperback edition of With Love, Nicole.
- Trim size: 6 x 9
- Softcover
- Signed by the author
- Carefully packaged for shipping
Please note: Each signed copy is personally autographed. Placement of the signature may vary slightly.
Book, Journals & Bundles
A Pocket of Comfort
A small offering of comfort including a signed copy of With Love, Nicole, a rose quartz heart, bookmark, and wrapped presentation tied with ribbon. Created as a gentle gift for yourself or someone carrying loss.
$25.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: A Companion Letter Journal Through Identity Grief and Pen
Includes the With Love, Nicole: A Companion Letter Journal Through Identity Grief paired with a Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, ribbon wrapping, and thank-you insert — created to support reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
This letter journal is for anyone navigating the question of who they are now after a diagnosis or life-changing event — becoming a widow or widower, the loss of a job, retirement, an empty nest, and more.
$35.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: A Companion Letter Journal Through Anticipatory Grief and Pen
Includes the With Love, Nicole: Companion Letter Journal Through Anticipatory Grief paired with a Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, ribbon wrapping, and thank-you insert — created to support reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
This journal is for anyone living with a diagnosis and the uncertainty of what comes next. It was created for those carrying anticipatory grief — holding both hope and fear while facing an outcome they may not be ready for.
$35.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: A Letter Companion Journal Through Grief with Pen
Includes the With Love, Nicole: Letter Companion Journal Through Grief paired with a Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, and thank-you insert — created to support reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
This journal is for anyone living in the aftermath of losing someone who means everything to them. It was created for those trying to find their way through the depths of profound grief, one honest word and one gentle letter at a time.
$35.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: Letter Writing Through Anticipatory Grief Bundle
Includes a signed copy of With Love, Nicole, the Companion Letter Journal Through Anticipatory Grief, Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, ribbon wrapping, and thank-you insert — created to invite reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
$35.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: Companion Letter Journal Through Identity Grief Bundle
Includes a signed copy of With Love, Nicole, the Letter Journal Through Grief, Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, ribbon wrapping, and thank-you insert — created to invite reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
$35.00 USD
With Love, Nicole: A Companion Letter Journal Through Identity Grief and Pen
Includes a signed copy of With Love, Nicole, the Companion Letter Journal Through Grief, Reaching for the Light pen, bookmark, ribbon wrapping, and thank-you insert — created to invite reflection, expression, and healing through letter writing.
$35.00 USD
Because many offerings are personalized and thoughtfully prepared to order, all sales are final. If an item arrives damaged or there is any issue with your order, please reach out — I will gladly work with you to make it right.